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In Between

by Big Eater

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Long Nights 00:56
Lazy Days 03:52
lazy days are catching up toss and turn at night enough's enough afraid to stay, afraid to leave the different ways my life could be are pulling ever side of me oh no was i right, or was i wrong i was always dreaming i can't sleep thinking of the things that i could be feeling first and thinking late leaving future up to fate let go are we better off just black or white or in between broad ideas to fit the room or the closeness between me and you which one i was right, and i was wrong dream and dream and i can't sleep she takes me far and in between
Growing Up 03:21
driving across montana arthur's cello squeaks i slow the car to thirty my memories pass me would you make me happy could you keep me safe from all these thoughts i'm having that are keeping me awake i suppose i was only growing up i now know there are things in life i can't control i suppose i was only growing up i don't know a new room filled with old things portraits of the west but all these pictures of you don't seem real enough you could make me happy but you can't keep me safe and all these thoughts i'm having make it so i can't sleep
call and tell me that you love me that everything's okay it's hard to trust in myself when i don't hear from you for days and things ain't the same but can we get to places where we don't have to change i can't move on if i don't want to move on if i still feel this way but she says she belongs to no one not to no one and i believe her i'm so low out on my bike i feel like i can out run jealousy but no matter how hard i try it always catches up with me what am i doing, how long can i live in a state of in between and expect nothing from you but still give you all of me i kept taking all that you said and creating stories in my head you had moved past what you can not see not trusting you still loved me can we make it
parked the car on union i was driving too fast my eyes foggy mirrors living in the past the smell of your lotion and a single crooked tooth when life got too hard i could fall back into you i wish i could lean on you now i wish there was some way some how that i could go back falling into your's and the couches open arms smiles soaked in gin hopelessly in love but i (can't) woke up this morning with my arms around a dream it was bright white and perfect a bed of you and me the day smudged and grey'd me i'm a dog without a leash me and you now two it's hard to be free optimism's running dry how long can i keep living lies that you'll be mine parked the car on union i was driving too fast nothing ever lasts nothing ever lasts felt broken this country split me in search of honesty but when i'm naked i still glow cause i am young more me
Milky Sky 04:42
we listen to the night phones silently breathing and i gave into milky skies let grey rule my mind forget that everything is fine if i just live in time and let go we toss and turn by night three thousand miles separate
kissing those girls cheeks will make me feel so empty i listen to her breath over the phone don't make me i don't want it am i wrong about everything i can't not think about it i feel wrong about everything every friday night put on my best briefs tuck my shirt in nice lies that i am happy to be free
i'm out here in the street i'm screaming about everything that went wrong in the last year or three close my eyes, to the midwest i start dreaming that i'm running through corn fields with cows surrounding me all the things we built when i moved for you all fell apart when i did what i wanted to i get so black and blue with these thoughts but i can't help but feel that they're true
Insideout 04:02
soft words meet a silent tongue my voice sinks into my chest what's there to say when it doesn't turn out how you expect wishful thoughts, what could love be if it can't cover distance but i feel so far from that part of me that i'm missing it takes so long to move on everything turned inside out when you told me the truth that you had found the touch of another to comfort you walked home from thirty fourth and third across the brooklyn bridge threw my phone into the river lost again
these long summer nights i'm hoping that i find something that could take my pain away as drink subsides a worn down high has my mind crawling back into your arms but the city's sounds brings me back to swollen ground tied to a dream, here alone these long summer nights my eyes trace the sky and the tallest buildings rest over my mind on my dad's old bike running red lights heart racing through the night street lights pass reflect in broken glass scattered across the streets that i chase home i close my eyes you won't leave my mind even though i left you behind these long summer nights my heart opens wide and accepts an in between you and i
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released October 30, 2015

AVAILABLE ON CASSETTE: shophelpyourselfrecords.com/collections/frontpage/products/big-eater-in-between-cassette

Players: Matt Bachmann, James Krivchenia, Derek Baron, Erin Birgy and Lucas Ellman

Written and Recorded by Matt
Recorded in the pfizer practice space, James' room, The Future and Magic Lanes
Drums and Vocals recorded by James at the Black Lodge
Mastered by James

Cover Photo taken by Matt and Pete Walters
Art Layout by Matt

Special Thanks to James, Kyle Boston, Dylan Vukelich, Pete, Help Yourself Records, and my Mom


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